Forever may I. Remember your name, the way you smile, the way you smell, the way you are when you are around. Forever may I. Remember how it felt to be next to you, in peace. Forever may I. No the past bads and goods of time, if I weighed it all it would weigh pounds. Forever may I. Ask silently for forgiveness and be in pieces. Forever may I. Feel helpless, empty, sad and mad for all the silence you have given me. Forever may I. Think of you every day, of her every day of us every day. Forever may I. Forgive you.